Where did 48 years go...

I woke up today and it was hard to believe but I turned 48 today...do I really feel that old? I hope I am not looking that old...I always ask the girls if their mom really looks that old? They always tell me no? I think they just say that for the sake of not making me feel old...Natalie was the first to call me right after midnight...she wanted to be the first to say, "Happy Birthday!" That is my Natalie...then Lindsay this morning ...followed by Kerry and Mallory when she got home from being out with a bunch of friends last night...my goal this year is to journal each day and to post a picture...I am also going to try and lose weight this year!!! I am going to succeed this year...no more excuses...hugs, cheryl